Maybe...

Well I finally have things to update on. Its about time.

My trip out of town was nice...when I got home some things came crashing down and I'm just lost. I don't really know what to do to be honest. I would be depressed if I could wrap my mind around some of the things that are going on. So before I get upset and remember that lets move on.

At work I got moved again. Not really to a new department or anything just to a new time. I was bumped up to morning office. So now on some days I get to be there at 6am and be blown away by a ridiculous amount of numbers. It takes three days of training (everything else in the store gets one day) I've already done two days and I have ten pages of notes for everything I have to do. I've never needed notes for any other job but daaaaaamn. Its crazy in there! But I'm glad...it reminds me that I occasionally do things right,

I'm also happy to be helping with NP color guard. I don't really know how long I will be there but its like the only thing that actually cheers me up. I've missed it a lot and I like the people involved so its nice to have that two nights a week to escape to. So I guess we will see how that goes...

If my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much.

She Says Forget What You Have to Do

Well not that much has been going on. Work has been interesting but boring too. I guess that's to be expected.

The issues with my boyfriend didn't clear up and we got into a huge fight. And that's all I have to say about that...

Last weekend me and Te went to see my favorite musical Wicked. We had a great time. It had been awhile since just me and her had been able to do something so it was nice.

I can't wait for tomorrow! After work I'm driving out of town to visit a friend who moved. I'm going to go and stay there for a couple days which will be nice. Too bad I don't get out of work until 8 and she lives a couple hours away but its totally worth it!

Well I hadn't posted for awhile so I thought I'd give a tiny update but now I need to get ready for work so I can get yelled at by old people. Wooooo. Gotta hate Tuesdays. I may post later this week if I have a chance.

Pretend there is nothing outside this room.