TGIF! This week has kind of sucked. But some parts have been kind of great. How does that happen?
I haven't posted for awhile because I haven't had anything new. My neurologist FINALLY sent over the results to my doctor so we can figure out where to go next. That only took her over two weeks. I mean seriously wtf she had them for two weeks but wouldn't send them over and it put everything to a stop. But now I have an EEG scheduled for Monday. I'd usually wish for a normal result but I kind of want something to show up so I can know whats going on. Time to play the waiting game again.
I've been looking forward to today all week. I have the day off (WOO) and I'm going to a great party tonight. We decided that we are long overdue for a crazy night. Even if we just sat and did nothing me, Te, and D would have a great time but when you toss in a few other people we know its going to be ridiculous. Plus there is a lot of food involved so we are all excited about that too. haha.
Now I need to go pick up my check, run a few places, and find something productive to waste my time on until the party. =)
Ask me what's right and I'ma tell you what's life.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
You're the Echoes of My Everything
Oh I have all kinds of things to discuss! Not really but I do have a little bit. Sorry to get your hopes up.
Last weekend was amazing! Me and KL went to a concert and it was crazy fun. 25,000 people packed into an outdoor music center. We made a cool friend from Ft Wayne who sat next to us. She was fun and it was nice to sit next to someone who wasn't too shy to branch out and party with a total stranger haha. Oh concert people are great. Our hotel was only about 20 miles away from the place where the concert was but after it got out it took us 2 hours to get home. I was about to go crazy. But it was all fun and I'm glad I was able to go. Good times.
Now lets discus my sister R. About 2 weeks ago she moved to St. Louis. Then she found out she was pregnant. Last Friday (or Thursday whatever idr) she moved back. As you can imagine...we are in for a roller coaster. Her boyfriend has been very excited so that's good that he won't be disappearing on her or something. He's also been absolutely terrified because he knows his chances of being shot by my dad just got a lot higher. This will get interesting...
As for me I'm on my own little crazy ride. Yesterday I had my first appointment with Dr. L the neurologist. I had tests run on nerves and muscles in my arm. I got stuck with some needles and shocked a little. Naturally I giggled the entire time. lol. I couldn't help it. The shocks kind of hurt but they almost tickled at the same time. It was just odd. As soon as the test was done Dr. L was able to give me the results which was awesome because I thought I'd have to wait for them to call me later. Unfortunately, my nerves and muscles are fine. I was really hoping she would find something wrong in my arm. Since the problem is not in my arm that means its in my brain. I'm trying not to think about it much. I'm trying to think that its just going to be something simple and its all fine. I can't help but worry knowing something isn't right up top. I also wouldn't worry much if my family doctor had responded a little different but she is quite concerned and is rushing some results and getting me into tests quick. Idk its just all ridiculous.
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
Last weekend was amazing! Me and KL went to a concert and it was crazy fun. 25,000 people packed into an outdoor music center. We made a cool friend from Ft Wayne who sat next to us. She was fun and it was nice to sit next to someone who wasn't too shy to branch out and party with a total stranger haha. Oh concert people are great. Our hotel was only about 20 miles away from the place where the concert was but after it got out it took us 2 hours to get home. I was about to go crazy. But it was all fun and I'm glad I was able to go. Good times.
Now lets discus my sister R. About 2 weeks ago she moved to St. Louis. Then she found out she was pregnant. Last Friday (or Thursday whatever idr) she moved back. As you can imagine...we are in for a roller coaster. Her boyfriend has been very excited so that's good that he won't be disappearing on her or something. He's also been absolutely terrified because he knows his chances of being shot by my dad just got a lot higher. This will get interesting...
As for me I'm on my own little crazy ride. Yesterday I had my first appointment with Dr. L the neurologist. I had tests run on nerves and muscles in my arm. I got stuck with some needles and shocked a little. Naturally I giggled the entire time. lol. I couldn't help it. The shocks kind of hurt but they almost tickled at the same time. It was just odd. As soon as the test was done Dr. L was able to give me the results which was awesome because I thought I'd have to wait for them to call me later. Unfortunately, my nerves and muscles are fine. I was really hoping she would find something wrong in my arm. Since the problem is not in my arm that means its in my brain. I'm trying not to think about it much. I'm trying to think that its just going to be something simple and its all fine. I can't help but worry knowing something isn't right up top. I also wouldn't worry much if my family doctor had responded a little different but she is quite concerned and is rushing some results and getting me into tests quick. Idk its just all ridiculous.
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Its Like a Dream
Well I went and saw my doctor Monday. They have a few guesses so far. I didn't see my actual doctor but I did get to see his assistant (who is freaking amazing I seriously don't know how she is so smart.) Her main focus is seizures. Which would suck really bad. They are running some tests my blood but I'm waiting for those results. Next Monday I have to take off work because I have to go see a specialist. That doctor (Dr.L) is going to run a muscle and nerve test on my right arm. Then I have to make an appointment for some seizure tests.
I'm so not thrilled about this whole deal. I am glad to be moving closer to an answer but knowing I could be having seizures makes me nervous. I mean I had thought of it before talking to my doctor...but I guess having her bring it up moves it more to the front of everything.
But I have a fun weekend planned. Me and little KL are heading to Indy for a concert Friday. Woo! So I get Friday and Saturday off. I guess I will wait to start worrying until Monday about that other stuff. Time to get ready for work.
No end and no beginning.
I'm so not thrilled about this whole deal. I am glad to be moving closer to an answer but knowing I could be having seizures makes me nervous. I mean I had thought of it before talking to my doctor...but I guess having her bring it up moves it more to the front of everything.
But I have a fun weekend planned. Me and little KL are heading to Indy for a concert Friday. Woo! So I get Friday and Saturday off. I guess I will wait to start worrying until Monday about that other stuff. Time to get ready for work.
No end and no beginning.
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