You're the Echoes of My Everything

Oh I have all kinds of things to discuss! Not really but I do have a little bit. Sorry to get your hopes up.

Last weekend was amazing! Me and KL went to a concert and it was crazy fun. 25,000 people packed into an outdoor music center. We made a cool friend from Ft Wayne who sat next to us. She was fun and it was nice to sit next to someone who wasn't too shy to branch out and party with a total stranger haha. Oh concert people are great. Our hotel was only about 20 miles away from the place where the concert was but after it got out it took us 2 hours to get home. I was about to go crazy. But it was all fun and I'm glad I was able to go. Good times.

Now lets discus my sister R. About 2 weeks ago she moved to St. Louis. Then she found out she was pregnant. Last Friday (or Thursday whatever idr) she moved back. As you can imagine...we are in for a roller coaster. Her boyfriend has been very excited so that's good that he won't be disappearing on her or something. He's also been absolutely terrified because he knows his chances of being shot by my dad just got a lot higher. This will get interesting...

As for me I'm on my own little crazy ride. Yesterday I had my first appointment with Dr. L the neurologist. I had tests run on nerves and muscles in my arm. I got stuck with some needles and shocked a little. Naturally I giggled the entire time. lol. I couldn't help it. The shocks kind of hurt but they almost tickled at the same time. It was just odd. As soon as the test was done Dr. L was able to give me the results which was awesome because I thought I'd have to wait for them to call me later. Unfortunately, my nerves and muscles are fine. I was really hoping she would find something wrong in my arm. Since the problem is not in my arm that means its in my brain. I'm trying not to think about it much. I'm trying to think that its just going to be something simple and its all fine. I can't help but worry knowing something isn't right up top. I also wouldn't worry much if my family doctor had responded a little different but she is quite concerned and is rushing some results and getting me into tests quick. Idk its just all ridiculous.

You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.